tam adi kurt donald cobain dir. kurdt cobain olarak ta anilir** solak gitar kullanmistir. gitarlari cogunlukla fender stratocaster dir.
cok iyi bir gitarist yada cok iyi bir vokal degildir ama aksine tarihin gelmis gecmis en iyi frontman lerinden birisidir.
sarkilarini kimse** onun gibi soyleyemez. sarkiyi hissetmenin ne demek oldugunu bu adama bakarak kolaylikla anlayabilirsiniz.
nirvana grubunun sarkilarini da bu adam yazmistir. soz yazarligi iyi yada kotu olarak degerlendirilemez cunku o an icinden ne yazmak geldiyse sadece onu yazmistir. genellikle kendi hayatindan esinlendigi acikca ortadadir.
besteleri donemine meydan okuyan sekilde cok basit ve bir o kadar da muhtesemdir.
grunge bu adamla dogmus ve bu adamla olmustur.
butun bu ozellikleri bile kurt un olumuyle meshur olmasini engelleyememistir.
27 yasinda olmustur. 27 efsanesinin sebeplerinden biridir. digerleri icin (bkz: jim morrison), (bkz: jimi hendrix), (bkz: janis joplin), ismini hatirlayamadigim bikac kisi daha..
olumu hakkinda birkac teori vardir.
birincisi basina da yansidigi sekilde intihar etmesidir.
bunun sebebi olarak karisi courtney love* ile yasadigi problemler, intihar notunda bahsettigi gibi hayattan zevk alamamasi ve uyusturucu bagimlisi olmasi nedeniyle kizi frances bean cobain e devlet tarafindan ailesinden uzaklastirilmasi riski gosterilmektedir.
ikinci bir ihtimal ise suikasttir.
bunun kanitlari olarak intihar notunun sonundaki yazinin(imzadan sonra devam eden kisim) kurt un yazisina hic benzememesi, courtney love in cantasinda kurt un elyazisini taklit ettigi calisma sayfalarinin bulunmasi, intihar ettigi silahi** agzina soktugunda ates ettigi aciyla tutulunca tetige elinin yetismemesi, kanindaki uyusturucu duzeyiyle degil intihar notu yazabilmek silahi bile tutamayacak olmasi gibi sebepler gosterilir. ayrica bir kisi de cikip courtney love bana kurt cobain i oldurmem icin 50,000 dolar teklif etti demistir.
intihar notu su sekildedir.
to boddah
speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would rather be an emasculated, infantile camplainee. this note should be pretty easy to understand. all the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years. since my first introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the embracement of your community has proven to be very true. i haven't felt the exitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and writing for too many years now. i feel guilty beyond words about these things. for example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of the crowd begins it doesn't affect the way in which it did for freddy mercury who seemed to love and relish in the love and adoration from the crowd. which is something i totally admire and envy. the fact is i can't fool you. any one of you. it simply isn't fair to you or me.the worst crime i can think of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if i'm having 100% fun. sometimes i feel as if i should have a punch in time clock before i walk out on stage. i've tried everything within my power to appreciate it, and i do. god, believe me i do but it's not enough. i appreciate the fact that i and we have affected and entertained a lot of people. i must be one of one of those narcissists who only appreciate
things when they're gone. i'm too sensitive. i need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm i once had as a child. on our last three tours i've had a much better appreciation for all the people i've known personally and as fans of our music, but i still can't get over the frustration, the guilt and empathy i have for everyone. there's good in all of us and i think i simply love people too much. so much that it makes me feel too fucking sad. the sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, pisces jesus man! why don't you just enjoy it? i don't know. i have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who reminds me too much of what i used to be. full of love and joy kissing every person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. and that terrifies me to the point to where i can barely function. i can't stand the thought of frances becoming the miserable self-destructive, death rocker that i've become. i have it good, very good, and i'm grateful, but since the age of seven i've become hateful towards all humans in general. only because it seems so easy for people to get along, and have empathy. empathy! only because i love and feel for people too much i guess. thank you all from the pit of my burning nauseous stomach for your letters and concern during the past years. i'm too much of an erratic, moody baby! i don't have the passion anymore and so remember, its better to burn out than to fade away.
peace, love, empathy.
kurt cobain
(burdan sonraki kismi farkli bir yaziyla yazilmistir)
frances and courtney, i'll be at your alter.
please keep going courtney
for frances
for her life which will be so much happier without me.
i love you. i love you!
mtv unplugged 'da surekli olucem tadinda bakan, catlak sesli, sari sacli, hatunlarin adini kiclarina dovmesini yaptiracak kadar sevdikleri bana cok samimi gelmeyen herif
bildigim en enteresan hayata sahip,olumu icin boyle olmasi gerekiyordu boyle oldu dedirten,hakkinda saatlerce konusabilecegim ama bunun bana acidan baska hicbir sey vermeyecegi insan.
yaptigi muzigin boyle olmasinin nedeninin kesinlikle cok kirilgan ve ince bir karaktere sahip olmasindan dolayi olduguna kanaat getirdigim, yakisikliligindan ziyade hayata bakisi, basina gelenler karsisindaki durusu * bana cok sey ifade eden muzisyen..kendisinin karambole gittigini dusunmekteyim. *
cok enteresan bir kisilik olduguna inandigim bir o kadar sevdigim bir insan.kurt hakkinda birseyler okumak isterseniz"kurt cobain ve seattle" diye bir kitap var tavsiye ederim.ayrica suikast olduguna inanmiyorum cunku kurt'n en buyuk hayali bir rock star olup sonra intahar etmekmis delice bisey ama zaten kurt'un normal oldugna hic bir zaman inanmadim
intihar ettigi dusunulen ancak bircok kurt hayrani gibi olmeden once bosamayi dusundugu sirret kadinin gazabina ugradigini dusundugum sahsina munhasir loser tayfasi fedayilerinden bir adet ikon... bi ara ciddi kaptirdim kendisine bi de balik burcu olsaydim ahanda sana intihar...(hayir hayir cinayetti o!)