from the inside

1. i don't know who to trust, no surprise
   everyone feels so far away from me
   heavy thoughts sift through dust and the lies
   
   trying not to break but i'm so tired of this deceit
   every time i try to make myself get back upon my feet
   all i ever think about is this
   all the tiring time between
   and how trying to put my trust in you
   just takes so much out of me
   
   take everything from the inside
   and throw it all away
   'cause i swear for the last time
   i won't trust myself with you
   
   tension is building inside steadily
   everyone feels so far away from me
   heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
   
   trying not to break but i'm so tired of this deceit
   every time i try to make myself get back up on my feet
   all i ever think about is this
   all the tiring time between
   and how trying to put my trust in you
   just takes so much out of me
   
   take everything from the inside
   and throw it all away
   'cause i swear for the last time
   i won't trust myself with you
   
   i won't waste myself on you
   you, you
   waste myself on you
   you, you
   
   i'll take everything from the inside
   and throw it all away
   'cause i swear for the last time
   i won't trust myself with you
   
   everything from the inside
   and just throw it all away
   'cause i swear for the last time
   i won't trust myself with you
   you, you
   
   (4/3/2006 12:13, pscancel)