all alone

1. felaket bir saturnus ?ark?s?. veronika decides to die albümünün en özellerinden. öyle sade ki, öyle dokunsan k?r?lacak gibi ki.. mükemmel...
   
   i'm standing here
   watcing the clouds float by
   wondering why the pain never deserted me
   the sadness, sorrow, bewilderness that never left
   (...the moments of joy i never kept)
   
   i'm flying away
   
   holding hands with myself
   sharing life with myself
   reaping the loneliness i've sown
   in these fields i've always grown
   digging the blackness from my mind
   i will die all alone..
   
   (17/9/2006 19:10, love is an act of blood)